Monday, October 27, 2014

Idiots 101

Salam y'all.

I have a very hectic Monday. And it won't be that hectic if I am not surrounded by the I's and F's. I have had enough. I cannot tolerate these kind of people. I am not the World's Best Employee nor I want to poke my nose into someone's business. The truth is, I don't give a s* on these jerks. But I would turn into the old bitchy-I-don't-care-if-I-hurt-your-feelings if you make my life miserable. And it has become more miserable by day. My life is totally haunted and surrounded by idiots!

Gosh I sound so whiny and such.

Blergh. I don't care. 

If someone says, "I don't know how to do this! No one is guiding me how". My answer would be, "Well, no one teaches you how to pee, right? Learn, b*!"

If someone didn't do what he/she is supposed to do, I would say, "Whatever. Don't blame anyone if no one actually give a f* about you. Nothing's gonna change whether you are here or not. Leave."


My handphone has been buzzing with Whatsapp messages from people I don't give any s* about. People wouldn't be looking for you, or blame you, or be mad at you if you manage to do one thing right and after all, it is your freaking job! If you want to actually perli someone just because that someone (which is also your superior) was mad of all the blunders that you do, then maybe you need to check yourself in the mirror. People don't simply get mad at someone for nothing. They wouldn't want to waste their time searching every hooks and cranny for your mistakes. They wouldn't complain if you do your work right. 

What is it with these idiots? Why? What did I do? Why the h*do I have to be stuck with them like, forever? Go away. You are going to bring the whole organization down! I hate you I hate you I hate you.

Sunday, October 26, 2014

Being a Mom

Salam y'all.

A thought hit me just now. I am not the world's best mom. If I want to complete a level of my Fruit Ninja, then I would put my purest concentration on the flying fruits rather than on Yusuf. #badmomalert

I guess, from time to time, we moms need a timeout. Right. I have been neglecting my personal time since his birth. It has been a long while since I have an appointment with my favourite spa. I am an L size unlike before where I used to be able to wear an S. My heels lay abandoned to the extend they practically fell apart. Working in an Islamic school means I can't wear as much make up as I want to. I am still active, but since I left camping and facilitating (which means leaving jungle trekking, outdoor and physical activities), I don't think I would be able to run as fast as I used to. #excuseshaha

Haha. These are all facts. I guess it might happen to most modern moms out there. We leave home early in the morning, having to face traffic jams up to one hour everyday, working and dealing with stressful situations at work and once it is lunchtime you ended up sholving everything down your throat. Then you go back home (with traffic!) and once you reach home you will be too tired to cook and your husband will take pity to you and offers to call your BFF, Mr. Domino for a delivery.

I need to change! My lifestyle needs a change! And it is not going to be an easy job. Since we had just entered a new year, I have made a few resolutions. They are :

1. More me time. Which means :
a) A getaway every school holiday : Mid Term 1, Mid Year Break, Mid Term 2 and End of Year Holiday.
b) A spa treatment once every two months.
c) Sleep early so I can wake up early. I am currentlysleeping at 1 only to wake
 up at 6 to prepare for the day.
d) Of course, clichè as it may sound, be a better Muslim.

2. Not to be stressed out and overwhelmed with work.
I am going to teach Form 5 again next year and I think, instead of stressing me and them too much, I want them to actually love English and be able ti use it in their life.

That's all for now. (Yusuf minta kasih sayang. Haha)

Saturday, October 25, 2014

A few days left!

We had school on Deepavali so we can have a long, long weekend. We held Majlis Restu Ilmu for Form 5, invited all the parents (since it was public holiday, so no excuse for them being unable to make it) and we prayed Dhuha, Hajat & recite Yaasin together. I brought Yusuf as the kids requested me to bring him (rindu katanya). I gave a speech in front of the parents (the fathers are right in front of me!) and before I know it, they started to cry and my voice started to shake and it went all awkward. Haish. Drama queen sungguh aku ni.

That day was also the last day of our good friend, Popo. Now that 6 has become 4, life is going to be a lot boring. Bleargh. I am not sure whether I want to stay at the school or not -- unless something (or a lot of things) is changed. Well, we are almost family and I hope wherever we ended up, we continue to spread love and sunshine to everyone. Even to the ones who we have issues with. Haha. 

Well, a few days left for SPM and I wish everyone will be in good health and always be under Allah's guide and blessing.


Monday, October 20, 2014


Assalamualaikum :)

It's been a while and I have been missing my blog. The old posts have been deleted and yeah, Maal Hijrah is just around the corner and I think it is time to start over. 

My life so far has been hectic. I have mountains of work to be done and completed by the end of school semester. Kids are going to sit for their SPM in a fortnight while the Lower Secondary students are going to sit for their End of Year Examinations next week. I am practically exhausted and in dire need of a spa treatment and perhaps a beach getaway. 

Like seriously.

I deserve it.

Family wise, husband is currently trying his best to complete his Masters and son is turning two this December. My parents are busy as usual. Angah quits his job to return to Oz. Zaid is getting married this coming CNY. Nana graduated with flying colours last week. Adeeb is currently living with my parents AND his friends' house (the joy of studying at your father's workplace) and my youngest sister is crying her heart out in Penang. Haha. And yet she is seriously considering UMS after matriculation. Like what??

School wise, my close friend is leaving us this Wednesday, after successfully excel his interview with UIAM Rector himself. Another left us after Eid and happily gaining experience in a new school. Basically, everything is same old, same old :)

Will get back to you guys later. Ta.